I want to write this on facebook, but I fear no one will get it. I should write more on that, actually, having contributed my real world name to some theater criticism on a blog, but…<\/p>\n
What I want to write in my facebook status, that I cannot in good conscience leave for people to comment on is this:<\/p>\n
I’ve been thinking more about directing because I’m simply not pretty enough to be an actor.<\/p>\n
I know what people will say, and I know what people will think. But that is the truth. I have no interest in being pretty (though I want to be fit) and I think I can make good theater if I no longer have to worry about my own appearance in the making of it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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