Stop saying you love me! It’s a sure-fire way to lose my respect! I hate myself.<\/p>\n
Thank you. I suck, yes, I suck. But, I rule.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Stop saying you love me! It’s a sure-fire way to lose my respect! I hate myself. Thank you. I suck, yes, I suck. But, I rule.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":38,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p73iP8-jC","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":946,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=946","url_meta":{"origin":1216,"position":0},"title":"De-lovely?","date":"2\/16\/2009","format":false,"excerpt":"So, because I don't really list all the links I find, I wanted to make a little mini-blog over there --> You'll find a list of my most recent links on delicious.com. Some of it sucks. But better that it suck in the sidebar. The main focus of this site\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Ennui"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":26,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=26","url_meta":{"origin":1216,"position":1},"title":"School of Rock, this is not.","date":"1\/16\/2004","format":false,"excerpt":"Despite my paltry skills as a musician, it seems that I may be playing drum set for a show coming up this week in Kenosha. Tremper High School, my alma mater, is putting on the show and they find themselves suddenly in need of the rock that only the Buddha\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Self-service"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":64,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=64","url_meta":{"origin":1216,"position":2},"title":"With want for material…","date":"3\/8\/2004","format":false,"excerpt":"..I post this here edited IM conversation I had with the Mighty Research Girl herself, Czelticgirl. CG: I liked Mario 'coz it was slow. And you could get extra lives really easily. SB: Well, you can claim superiority there. I suck it up at that game to this day. I\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Found Art"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":411,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=411","url_meta":{"origin":1216,"position":3},"title":"Where is Buddha?","date":"10\/17\/2005","format":false,"excerpt":"(A vignette in media quotations.) Let me e'splain... No. There is too much. Let me sum up:1 My life happens to, on occasion, suck beyond the telling of it.2 Now that's a hard motherfucking fact of life.3 No, I'm pretty fucking far from \"OK.\"3 But when you can't run anymore,\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Ennui"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":734,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=734","url_meta":{"origin":1216,"position":4},"title":"Whence this doubt?","date":"3\/20\/2008","format":false,"excerpt":"So, Tuesday's rehearsal went by without major incident. We were practicing music, our Julie and me attempting to open emotionally in the music. My voice seemed all right, though not at 100%. But man, I could barely keep my breath consistent. Granted, I had not warmed up as much as\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Self-service"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1216"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/38"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1216"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1216\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1217,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1216\/revisions\/1217"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1216"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1216"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1216"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}