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Er, yeah. Perhaps the director should follow his own advice from the end of this video<\/a>. Because, I for one, was disturbed.<\/p>\n

Link distributed by MeFi<\/a>, in association with Czeltic Girl<\/a>.<\/p>\n

SPOILER: I did not EVER need to know about Carl Lewis’ mature white woman fetish. But this director determined it should be the climax of the video. And I use that term loosely and a bit embarrassingly. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Er, yeah. Perhaps the director should follow his own advice from the end of this video. Because, I for one, was disturbed. Link distributed by MeFi, in association with Czeltic Girl. SPOILER: I did not EVER need to know about Carl Lewis’ mature white woman fetish. But this director determined it should be the climax […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":38,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p73iP8-3i","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2783,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2783","url_meta":{"origin":204,"position":0},"title":"Your Daily Digest: Still Fighting","date":"12\/11\/2015","format":false,"excerpt":"When I take time off, it means that I get to do only things that make me happy. 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