{"id":2577,"date":"2015-01-11T13:18:01","date_gmt":"2015-01-11T18:18:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2577"},"modified":"2015-01-21T17:23:51","modified_gmt":"2015-01-21T22:23:51","slug":"from-the-last-five-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2577","title":{"rendered":"from The Last Five Years"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>NOBODY NEEDS TO KNOW<\/p>\n<p>Hey, kid.<br \/>\nGood morning.<br \/>\nYou look like an angel.<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t remember when we fell asleep.<br \/>\nWe should get up, kid.<br \/>\nCathy is waiting&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Look at us,<br \/>\nlying here<br \/>\nDreaming, pretending<br \/>\nI made a promise, and I took a vow,<br \/>\nI wrote a story<br \/>\nAnd we changed the ending<br \/>\nCathy, just look at me now.<\/p>\n<p>Hold on, facts are facts<br \/>\nJust relax, lay low,<br \/>\nAll right, the panic recedes:<br \/>\nNobody needs to know<\/p>\n<p>Put on my armor<br \/>\nI&#8217;m off to Ohio<br \/>\nBack into battle<br \/>\ntill I don&#8217;t know when<br \/>\nSwearing to her<br \/>\nthat I never was with you<br \/>\nAnd praying I&#8217;ll hold you again<\/p>\n<p>Hold on, clip these wings.<br \/>\nThings get out of hand<br \/>\nAll right, it&#8217;s over, it&#8217;s done<br \/>\nNo one will understand<br \/>\nNo one will understand<\/p>\n<p>We build a treehouse<br \/>\nI keep it from shaking<br \/>\nLittle more glue every time that it breaks<br \/>\nPerfectly balanced<br \/>\nAnd then I start making<br \/>\nConscious, deliberate mistakes<\/p>\n<p>All that I ask for is one little corner<br \/>\nOne private room at the back of my heart<br \/>\nTell her I found one, she sends out battalions<br \/>\nTo claim it and blow it apart<\/p>\n<p>I grip and she grips<br \/>\nAnd faster we&#8217;re sliding<br \/>\nSliding and spilling<br \/>\nAnd what can I do?<br \/>\nCome back to bed, kid<br \/>\nTake me inside you<br \/>\nI promise I won&#8217;t lie to you<\/p>\n<p>Hold on, don&#8217;t cry yet<br \/>\nI won&#8217;t let you go<br \/>\nAll right, the panic recedes<br \/>\nAll right, everyone bleeds<br \/>\nAll right, I get what I need<br \/>\nAnd nobody needs to know<br \/>\nNobody needs to know<\/p>\n<p>And since I have to be in love with someone<br \/>\nSince I need to be in love with someone<br \/>\nMaybe I could be in love with someone<br \/>\nLike you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOBODY NEEDS TO KNOW Hey, kid. Good morning. You look like an angel. I don&#8217;t remember when we fell asleep. We should get up, kid. Cathy is waiting&#8230; Look at us, lying here Dreaming, pretending I made a promise, and I took a vow, I wrote a story And we changed the ending Cathy, just [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":38,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p73iP8-Fz","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1061,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=1061","url_meta":{"origin":2577,"position":0},"title":"Now shut up.","date":"8\/12\/2009","format":false,"excerpt":"* THE CLAIM: \"Sec. 122, Pg. 29, Lines 4-16 - YOUR HEALTH CARE WILL BE RATIONED!\" * THE FACTS: This refers to a section in Subtitle C of the legislation, which sets standards guaranteeing access to essential benefits. 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