{"id":2680,"date":"2015-06-17T12:43:59","date_gmt":"2015-06-17T17:43:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2680"},"modified":"2015-11-04T11:53:35","modified_gmt":"2015-11-04T16:53:35","slug":"tired","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2680","title":{"rendered":"Tired."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You Are Tired (I Think) by e.e. cummings<\/p>\n<p>You are tired,<br \/>\n(I think)<br \/>\nOf the always puzzle of living and doing;<br \/>\nAnd so am I.<\/p>\n<p>Come with me, then,<br \/>\nAnd we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll leave it far and far away\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\n(Only you and I, understand!)<\/p>\n<p>You have played,<br \/>\n(I think)<br \/>\nAnd broke the toys you were fondest of,<br \/>\nAnd are a little tired now;<br \/>\nTired of things that break, and\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\nJust tired.<br \/>\nSo am I.<\/p>\n<p>But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,<br \/>\nAnd I knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart\u00e2\u20ac\u201d<br \/>\nOpen to me!<br \/>\nFor I will show you places Nobody knows,<br \/>\nAnd, if you like,<br \/>\nThe perfect places of Sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, come with me!<br \/>\nI\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,<br \/>\nThat floats forever and a day;<br \/>\nI\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll sing you the jacinth song<br \/>\nOf the probable stars;<br \/>\nI will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,<br \/>\nUntil I find the Only Flower,<br \/>\nWhich shall keep (I think) your little heart<br \/>\nWhile the moon comes out of the sea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You Are Tired (I Think) by e.e. cummings You are tired, (I think) Of the always puzzle of living and doing; And so am I. Come with me, then, And we\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll leave it far and far away\u00e2\u20ac\u201d (Only you and I, understand!) You have played, (I think) And broke the toys you were fondest of, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":38,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s73iP8-tired","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":3006,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=3006","url_meta":{"origin":2680,"position":0},"title":"Gethsemane","date":"11\/9\/2016","format":false,"excerpt":"I only want to say if there is a way Take this cup away from me For I don't want to taste its poison Feel it burn me, I have changed I'm not as sure as when we started Then I was inspired, now I'm sad and tired Listen, surely\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Ennui&quot;","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":2729,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2729","url_meta":{"origin":2680,"position":1},"title":"And when you can&#8217;t crawl&#8230;","date":"11\/4\/2015","format":false,"excerpt":"And when you can't write, let others do it for you. 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