I have become invisible to those who know me, and all too visible to strangers. I am judged on factors I cannot control.<\/p>\n
We must learn not to seek, or strive, or want. We must learn to accept, and live, and die.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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