Not Ready Yet – eels<\/p>\n
There\u2019s a world outside
\nAnd I know \u2019cause I\u2019ve heard talk
\nIn my sweetest dream
\nI would go out for a walk<\/p>\n
But I don\u2019t think I\u2019m ready yet
\nI\u2019m not feeling up to it now
\nJust not that steady yet
\nAnd I don\u2019t need you telling me how<\/p>\n
There\u2019s some happiness
\nAnd my stone face cracks again
\nMaybe sometime sooner or later<\/p>\n
But I don\u2019t think I\u2019m ready yet
\nI\u2019m not feeling up to it now
\nJust not that steady yet
\nAnd I don\u2019t need you telling me how<\/p>\n
So if I leave my room
\nDon\u2019t you tell me to lighten up
\nMaybe sometime sooner or later<\/p>\n
But I don\u2019t think I\u2019m ready yet
\nI\u2019m not feeling up to it now
\nJust not that steady yet
\nAnd I don\u2019t need you telling me how<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Not Ready Yet – eels There\u2019s a world outside And I know \u2019cause I\u2019ve heard talk In my sweetest dream I would go out for a walk But I don\u2019t think I\u2019m ready yet I\u2019m not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I don\u2019t need you telling me how There\u2019s […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":38,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s73iP8-416","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":299,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=299","url_meta":{"origin":416,"position":0},"title":"The Shat at the top of the mountain","date":"4\/11\/2005","format":false,"excerpt":"it hasn't happened yet i was crossing the snow fields in front of the capital building it was christmas and i was alone strange city stangers for friends i was broke as the carillons sang its song i dreamt of success i would be the best i would make my\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "For the geek in you"","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":2788,"url":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=2788","url_meta":{"origin":416,"position":1},"title":"Your Daily Digest: I’m ramblin’ again…","date":"12\/16\/2015","format":false,"excerpt":"I'm enjoying having a laptop and a bigger machine. 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