{"id":753,"date":"2008-06-04T10:47:13","date_gmt":"2008-06-04T15:47:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=753"},"modified":"2008-06-04T10:47:13","modified_gmt":"2008-06-04T15:47:13","slug":"i-aint-playin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=753","title":{"rendered":"I ain&#8217;t playin&#8217;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I would never complain about this, but it&#8217;s very strange that lately jobs have been falling at my feet. A colleague of mine in a couple of shows now, Jackie, made mention of this at one point. She was mildly irritated and said something along the lines of &#8220;People just throw work at you.&#8221; I denied it at the time, but what in-roads I have made have evidently paid off (though without the &#8220;paid&#8221; part thus far.)<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nI just finished a little stunt coordination for a student film in Chicago. My ideas were well-received and the actors did a great job bringing them to life. This brought me back into contact with Sherry, a fellow student from my first trip to the National Stage Combat Workshop in Las Vegas. She sent me a script yesterday for another student film that needs actors.<\/p>\n<p>I was considering the possibility, though gas prices are high, when today I received an email from a stranger who had found my r\u00c3\u00a9sum\u00c3\u00a9 online and asked my availability to teach private stage combat lessons to a group of young people in Racine. It&#8217;s another great opportunity to hone my skills, but I wish that these gigs were either closer to home or for enough pay to justify the gas and maintenance on my car. I think I will accept these jobs and look into the possibility of taking a train like a proper urbanite.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve noticed that people seem to be intimidated by rain or mist on the roads. Snow does not seem to affect traffic unless there&#8217;s a great deal of it, but if there&#8217;s even mild precipitation, my commute gets incresingly arduous. I always rant about it, impersonating what I think the drivers are thinking as some terror over the gods&#8217; anger. &#8220;Oh, take pity on us mortals and keep us from getting mildly damp and we shall drive slowly and stupidly in praise of your might.&#8221; It was funny once, but now I do it with a ferocity unbecoming. My road rage is unsightly.<\/p>\n<p>I do wonder if forcing myself to write more than I normally would is making me a better writer. I have noticed that as time has worn on, I have become pathetic at varying my sentence length and type. I am needlessly verbose. One could call it style, but I have always considered it the mark of an amateur to be oblivious to one&#8217;s iniquities.<\/p>\n<p>Over the past few months, I have created a list of improvements to my image that will help me in my goals as an actor. Apart from simply garnering experience and training, I think it will make me more castable and confident if, for one, I whiten and straighten my teeth. In recent photos, I have noticed a marked discoloration, moreso than there has ever been in the past. Coffee and tea, and possibly soda, have contributed to a less than pristine dental patina.<\/p>\n<p>While I was attending to minor errands yesterday, I investigated home remedies for whitening and found them a touch out of my price range for vanity. But, it is a step I intend to take soon. After I have seen my friend Dr. Mike in the chair and made certain that at least the health of my mouth is well-attended, I shall make an effort toward its beautification.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think other people notice much, to be honest. Still, any increase in self-confidence and attractiveness would at least remove from my mind the concept of the &#8220;pity vote.&#8221; Any time someone compliments me on being handsome or otherwise appealing physically, I always append to the sentence in my own imagination. &#8220;You&#8217;re looking thinner (but still not fit).&#8221; &#8220;I think you&#8217;re very handsome (in a certain light).&#8221; &#8220;You have a great voice (for someone with no training).&#8221; Etc. ad nauseum.<\/p>\n<p>Lately, I have been more conservative with my money. I still tip to satisfy my own conscience and do not concern myself with the price of entertainment once out for the evening. But I go out less, and I have been disiciplined more than once while in a Best Buy or browsing Amazon. Bioshock, GTA4, and Oblivion (video games for thoe not in the loop) have been calling to me, as well as a few choice board games, but I have resisted them, brandishing the enchanted shield of &#8220;when would I have time?&#8221; Am I growing away from games?<\/p>\n<p>Actually, that&#8217;s an absurd notion. With the free time I&#8217;ve wrangled in the last few months, I have been a games addict. More often they&#8217;ve been social encounters from board games to tabletop RPGs to a more social online experience, but I&#8217;ve been playing a lot. I guess I&#8217;ve just grown away from games as a simple relaxation. I relish GOOD game experience and avoid BAD game experiences entirely. Good for me, right? I think so.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I would never complain about this, but it&#8217;s very strange that lately jobs have been falling at my feet. A colleague of mine in a couple of shows now, Jackie, made mention of this at one point. 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