{"id":980,"date":"2009-05-05T15:32:04","date_gmt":"2009-05-05T20:32:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=980"},"modified":"2022-10-30T08:34:28","modified_gmt":"2022-10-30T13:34:28","slug":"being-alive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.steelbuddha.net\/?p=980","title":{"rendered":"Being Alive"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>ROBERT:<br \/>\nSomeone to hold you too close,<br \/>\nSomeone to hurt you too deep,<br \/>\nSomeone to sit in your chair,<br \/>\nTo ruin your sleep.<\/p>\n<p>PAUL: That&#8217;s true, but there&#8217;s more to it than that.<br \/>\nSARAH: Is that all you think there is to it?<br \/>\nHARRY: You&#8217;ve got so many reasons for not being with someone, but<br \/>\nRobert,<br \/>\nyou haven&#8217;t got one good reason for being alone.<br \/>\nLARRY: Come on, you&#8217;re on to something, Bobby. You&#8217;re on to something.<\/p>\n<p>ROBERT:<br \/>\nSomeone to need you too much,<br \/>\nSomeone to know you too well,<br \/>\nSomeone to pull you up short<br \/>\nAnd put you through hell.<\/p>\n<p>DAVID: You see what you look for, you know.<br \/>\nJOANNE: You&#8217;re not a kid anymore, Robby. I don&#8217;t think you&#8217;ll ever<br \/>\nbe a kid again, kiddo.<br \/>\nPETER: Hey, buddy, don&#8217;t be afraid it won&#8217;t be perfect. The only thing<br \/>\nto be afraid of really is that it won&#8217;t be.<br \/>\nJENNY: Don&#8217;t stop now. Keep going.<\/p>\n<p>ROBERT:<br \/>\nSomeone you have to let in,<br \/>\nSomeone whose feelings you spare,<br \/>\nSomeone who, like it or not,<br \/>\nWill want you to share<br \/>\nA little, a lot.<\/p>\n<p>SUSAN: And what does all that mean?<br \/>\nLARRY: Robert, how do you know so much about it when you&#8217;ve never<br \/>\nbeen there?<br \/>\nHARRY: It&#8217;s much better living it than looking at it, Robert.<br \/>\nPETER: Add &#8217;em up, Bobby. Add &#8217;em up.<\/p>\n<p>ROBERT:<br \/>\nSomeone to crowd you with love,<br \/>\nSomeone to force you to care,<br \/>\nSomeone to make you come through,<br \/>\nWho&#8217;ll always be there,<br \/>\nAs frightened as you<br \/>\nOf being alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive.<\/p>\n<p>AMY: Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. *Want* something!<br \/>\nWant *something*!<\/p>\n<p>ROBERT:<br \/>\nSomebody, hold me too close,<br \/>\nSomebody, hurt me too deep,<br \/>\nSomebody, sit in my chair<br \/>\nAnd ruin my sleep<br \/>\nAnd make me aware<br \/>\nOf being alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive.<\/p>\n<p>Somebody, need me too much,<br \/>\nSomebody, know me too well,<br \/>\nSomebody, pull me up short<br \/>\nAnd put me through hell<br \/>\nAnd give me support<br \/>\nFor being alive,<br \/>\nMake me alive.<\/p>\n<p>Make me confused,<br \/>\nMock me with praise,<br \/>\nLet me be used,<br \/>\nVary my days.<br \/>\nBut alone is alone, not alive.<\/p>\n<p>Somebody, crowd me with love,<br \/>\nSomebody, force me to care,<br \/>\nSomebody, make me come through,<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll always be there,<br \/>\nAs frightened as you,<br \/>\nTo help us survive<br \/>\nBeing alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive,<br \/>\nBeing alive!<\/p>\n<p><em>From the musical, &#8220;Company,&#8221; by Stephen Sondheim<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ROBERT: Someone to hold you too close, Someone to hurt you too deep, Someone to sit in your chair, To ruin your sleep. PAUL: That&#8217;s true, but there&#8217;s more to it than that. SARAH: Is that all you think there is to it? 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